?Today I got angry with dad. Because I was worried for him. That he would injure his leg further. Somehow I felt like I am like my parents who get angry and frustrated because their kids r doing stupid things that could so possibly hurt themselves.
I felt so guilty for shouting at him even though it was brief but quickly learn that I am forgiven by my dad. Soon after, we were normal once again. That's family I think. No matter how we step on each others toes we forgive. Because we love the other person, we are willing to bear the cost and forgive, even when the other person might not even apologize. We forgive because we love and we hope that the person would realize and come back to us for reconciliation. I realize, by not coming back, by living out of guilt is not what the family member desire the most. But the reconciliation and the acceptance of the forgiveness that has been readily given is what they truly desire.
It is a tiny glimpse indeed of the heavenly Father's heart.
I might be frustrated at times. Annoyed and what not at other times, but I know I do love my family somewhere deep inside me.
Ps we have dated for 999days! :)
