Today, I believe there are seasons for friendship.. some stayed longer but many others might just be passing by. I had this thing with two people for a long while.. it has been like a battle. I take the initiative to do certain things but at the end of the day, things have to come to an end. Today, I received a message and it broke my heart completely, and so I left the group chat. But to my surprise, after a heartbreaking cry, I actually felt better for leaving the group. Some thing just tells me that maybe I just o not belong there, and have been expecting the wrong things from the people. Because that is not where I belong at least for now. Why do I have to pressure myself so much to fit in? Why do I have to always find somewhere to fit in? I learnt that group identity is where I got my identity. It has been my idol and I dont want to strive for it anymore. I will struggle for now, but I know He will pull me through. Things will come and go, people come and go in this life. Only One thing remains, and that is the One.
LOVE.
