共同点

新和旧的回忆有个共同点，它们都过去了。

责任感

当我们小学时得知上中学要用钢笔写字而不再用铅笔时，这好像是我们学习'责任'这回事的第一堂课。

就像用钢笔写字，我们在人生中所写下的每个决定，都不可再轻易地删除。学习承担每个决定的后果，正是'责任'这辈子给我们最宝贵的考验。

回忆

回忆有时候好可怕。。。

For this is a new beginning

Phillipians 3:12-14 not that I have alrd obtained all this, or have alrd arrived at my goal, but I press on to take hold of that for which Christ Jesus took hold of me. Brothers and sisters, I do not consider myself yet to have taken hold of it. But one thin I do: forgetting what is behind and straining towards what is ahead, I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus. #lovealwaysperseveres

Quenching the thirst

Today I learn that true acceptance don't come from people, nor humans, but comes from God. Only when u learn about Gods acceptance, u will always feel the emptiness in your heart. #quenchthethirstofloneliness

'twas a good good night

心事

今天我跟mummy聊我事多年前的心事，感觉很好。很开心。感谢主的恩典。

Being grateful for my past

I am thankful that in the past...

1. Because of the mistakes I made, I learnt more and more about what true love is

2. That Forgiveness is not free and it cost stg and therefore I have learnt to not take mercy for granted

3. I have learnt to not take anyone for granted. Every single person who cross patched in your life matters and thank God for them.

4. For because of the shame I constantly experience and the condemnation that keeps trying to drag me down in life, I am growing to learn about His wonderful mercy and how sticking to His promises can liberate me from all these. 

5. Because of this shame that I was feeling, I learnt my true identity

6. It wasn't easy to face and going to face people from my past whom I might have hurt before or might have been there when I was going through the ugly period. This taught me courage to face my life and not just my past. 

7. It takes guts it takes courage and facing my past is a courage and guy building activity

8. Just like what Paul said: Not that I have already obtained all this, or have already arrived at my goal, but I press on to take hold of that for which Christ Jesus took hold of me. Philippians 3:12