more writing...

In this world, everyone is trying to be something other than their selves...

Just came back from an exam and after three hours of writing, yes. more writing.
While walking back from uni, my mind was just full of joyful thoughts, felt so content, so happy, so satisfied as I reflect upon the journey God has brought me through. I am grateful that my parents did not stop me from doing music, I am grateful that how that night, God has placed this thing in my heart to wake up and not give up on a dream, that seems so far fetch. He definitely knows me better than I do, so much more. Music studies is just the perfect spot to put me in. This semester I am so grateful for the things music studies subject that I took. In the exam hall just now, I couldn't simply express the joy of writing so much in an exam paper. Three hours of full blown writing, and I am enjoying every single bit of it. Hard to imagine eh,when the setting is in an exam hall. Where students are suppose to stress out, when fears are suppose to overwhelm. How blessed I am to not only be able to write my paper peacefully but to actually enjoy every single stroke that I wrote on it. Because of this, I grow to love words, and now, to add to the joy, I am writing about music, something that I love, and I enjoy. What privilege it is and that made me wanna take up writing a bit more seriously, so that I can flow naturally and express my love in ways that are not limiting and use words to colour the picture of music as much as I can.

While walking back, looking at the trees on the side of the field, it makes me see through the vastness of this world, and not to contain within my own world. If only I spend a little bit more time and attention to things around me, if only I can accept myself as a part of this beautiful picture and if only I could see others a little more, how beautiful this world can be. What a majestic piece of art! Every single person, every single bit of this world.

Oh well, time to get back to reality and off to an unknown world again! adios!

:)