绿，这是你给我的启发。谢谢。:)

Sometimes the most insignificant people are the most significant in your life. :)

给远朋的一封信

绿，

不懂你在那边过得好不好。虽然这么多年没见了，但我没想到，永远再也见不到你。今天，突然很想你。想你那温柔的语气，和你在我中学生涯所留下的美好回忆。谢谢你，，让我能在不熟悉的环境，找到熟悉感。也谢谢你的温柔与体贴。你，还在拉二胡吧？：）


－想你的今天－

Hope

I guess I am not a person who shares my problems with others completely when I face one, often times, covering up what really and truly matters to me for I fear shame, fear what other people might think of me, fear of not being accepted? It took me a while to come back to the trust I once left, the hope I once had, as i was so dissapponted in myself, so ashamed. but it is coming back now, slowly, but strongly. :)

Book of Romans

Just wanting to record and remember the treasures I found in Romans
It is an amazing book I must say. It depicts and engraved God's mercy, his grace, his just, many of his attributes that wraps up in love so deep into the hearts of those who read it ( I believe the Holy Spirit is at work :)) at first I thought it would be a scary book, but the more I read it the more I am melted into His grace and mercy, a grace that I can't fully understand and a mercy that is so deep. The more I do understand though, the warmer I felt and become. Paul's humility was highlighted as well. Giving back the glory to wear it belongs and not taking to himself is so amazing. It is very well as what it is written In Romans - " for everything that was written in the past was written to teach us, so that through endurance and the encouragement of the scriptures we might have hope." This very truth sinks in my heart as I read Romans. I couldn't help but be in see of the wonders and depth of the love of God. Contrasting the smallness of me and my world, yet enlarging my universe.

Still.

I was once lost

But now I found

But after I found

I forgot.
I was lost.

I kept quiet. for a long while.

because I thought u were gone.

I thought u were no different from others'

Who punish and leave.

I thought I was no different, from where I begin.

So I kept quiet.

I was wrong. I am glad I was wrong..

For your love never left, it was me who chose to leave.

It was my finite mind who could not contain the majesty of your love.

It was my foolishness who thought I knew better

And it was my stubbornness to refuse to listen.

Lord,

Your mercy and grace is indeed, something that none of us can fully comprehend

unless through your wisdom..

and it is through your wisdom, your grace, your mercy, and your love..

That I can find freedom. in the midst of my lost.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O6Fw8DgvTQA

Lesson learnt :)

My second handmade bracelet! :D 

Lesson learnt: Can only do one at a time. #Thou shalt not be greedy. :P #

Can I?

Waking up at 3 am and have a sudden thought... How would it be like if I stop conforming to what other Christians or unspoken standard and rules set by other Christians and the church but start loving? I wonder, how would it be like if right or wrong wasn't so important but have loved or not becomes the focus? Slowly, I have placed my identity on doing what is right or wrong, if I do wrong, I felt awfully bad about myself (which is normal to a certain extend) but I felt it has been hitting my core when I do right, I felt closer to God. Was it suppose to be that way? I wonder.. I never know.. that this has chained me secretly.. to wanna gain approval from God, to "please Him"? Secretly think that he would punish me just because I did something wrong even when I repented.. It can be so immobilizing don't you think?

Love.. what does it look like without the background noises that flooded my vision? Stop pursuing right-ness and start loving. Would like to try that out. :)

Romans 8:6 The mind of sinful man is death, but the mind controlled by the Spirit is life and peace. <3 p="">